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tidbit #11
sleep - the anxiety
before your heart beats
eternally worrying
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tidbit #10
everything has already been said
but not by everybody yet
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tidbit #9
you cannot save what
wants to break-
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Vom Leid der Menschen
Ich finde nichts am Treiben auf den Straßen,
Den Parolen, Propaganda, wehend Fahnen.
Ich bin glücklich hier so lang es geht,
Und wach ich auf, ist es mein Herz das weht-
Denn dort droben überm Wolkenmeer,
Wo Götter trohnen zwischen Trümmerbergen
Aus Gas und Licht, dem Himmel leer
Und wo aus großen Städten Miniaturen werden,
Da schlag ich auf mein Zelt im Traum.
Ungestört, in lufter Höh, zieh ich meine Bahnen;
Genieße geistig Freiheit Frieden Raum
Wo Epen, überlebensgroß, ihren Ursprung nahmen.
Was hat das Leben, das es hier nicht gibt?
Es gibt Regen, freilich, doch steh ich drüber
Und blick ihm nach, bis auch er versiegt -
Sein Schatten macht hier nur die Erde trüber.
Ob es stürmt bekümmert mich nicht:
Treibe schwerelos über der Wolkenpracht,
Badend, labend, in nocturnem Licht
Einer auch mondlos hellen Nacht.
Wieso gibt es ihn nicht, den guten Mensch?
Gott erschuf ihn doch nach seinem Bild!
Er eilt so
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tidbit #8
the world moves on so fast
with every step, we
outpace the past-
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tidbit #7 (German)
können nicht fliegen
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tidbit #6
donuts are like wedding rings-
only without the proposing.
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I named you Iustitia.
I see you every morning;
me, on my way to work, and
you, on your bench
near the train station.
Your name is Iustitia,
but you do not quite look like her.
Instead of sword and scale
you carry cigarettes and cheap wine-
you smell of it.
Every morning I see you perched
on the same old bench, always
looking worse
than the day before.
And daily, on my way to work,
I watch you fade, ever so slowly,
fade away.
Never taking notice, you consider me
just another passerby.
And you will sit on your bench
when I come back from work.
Your once red rain coat on,
the bottle of wine will be gone.
The feeling of remorse, though
will haunt you long.
Hope has left you on shivery legs.
Your once red rain coat does not warm you,
but you will wear it until the end.
Only waiting for it
to come.
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leaving home
silently, I go, tip-toe
every step
a whisper
no sound shall dare disturb
you in your
no rattling and no battling
of keys resisting
toes tripping, they keep tossing
space by space
between you and me
reaching out for places far
woe by woe
I leave behind
unbent, unspent
I leave with nothing
but good memories.
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tidbit #5
life is simple-
mankind found its purpose
making things complicated.
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tidbit #4
i need a hug-
e bottle of wine
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tidbit #3
I feel so splendid,
I take your money
and then I spend it
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tidbit #2
don't smile -
it exposes your skeleton
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Senryu #30
your face a void
I draw a smile on it
label you happy
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tidbit #1
I pulled my emotional plug -
I was not aware
void could leak
out of my 
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Book recommendation: Lilith

Sat Jan 9, 2016, 3:58 PM

Hey guys, long time no see. :)

I'm here to talk about a book that I just finished reading yesterday, and since none of my friends or family are interested in literature, and especially not if it's not German, I decided to take it here. :P

Part of my father's heritage are his books, many of which are fantasy novels, but also lots of philosophy. Since I am a huge fan of such stories, my mood brightened a lot when my eyes fell upon old copies of George MacDonald's work. Now, I hadn't read any of his books yet, but indeed, I had heard a lot about him before. He inspired the likes of Auden, Lewis and Tolkien, and made adult fantasy a thing. 

Lilith is by all means not a book for a casual reader who is used to reading light fare. The style it was written in is dated, as it was published more than a hundred years ago. Part horror, part romance, part fantasy, part theological treatise, and part philosophical musing, Lilith has to be experienced for any true fantasy connoisseur. I won't guarantee that you'll like it, but I guarantee there are shining jewels in it that'll make you think or, at the least, make you uneasy. Just let me show you a few gems:


"Strange dim memories, which will not abide identification, often, through the misty windows of the past, look out upon me in the broad daylight, but I never dream now. It may be, notwithstanding, that, when most awake, I am only dreaming the more! But when I wake at last into that life which, as a mother her child, carries this life in its bosom, I shall know that I wake, and shall doubt no more."

"Our life is no dream, but it should and will perhaps become one."


The last quote originally belongs to Novalis, a German philosopher. It somehow can be described as the main motif of the book, although there is a lot more to it. I don't want to lose words on the plot either, as that can be done easily by opening the Wikipedia article to this book. What I wanted to express was that never before have I read a book like this, and frankly, I do not believe there's another like it. It made me think and question what I perceived to know about life, death, and spirituality, and no book has done this before - not like this. I'd rate this 4.9/5, as the plot has some shortcomings in some places. But overall, Lilith truly is a masterpiece!

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Hello fellow deviants,

I am not going to lose an exasperating amount of words on how I 'need poetry to breathe' or 'to feel alive', but it indeed is my biggest passion and follows me everywhere.

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Hope you're doing well and still creating :)
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hey matt! haven't seen you in awhile now, how have you been?
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Heya Josh! Been a while, huh? Lots of twists and turns in my life recently, and I'm kinda struggling to make a living besides my studies. But there's some light out there, so no need to worry. :P Wish I had more time to devote to art and / or poetry, but right now my two jobs eat all my time. How's it been going for ya?
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Yes, of course, I remember you. We have been working side by side at DailyLitRecognition :)
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Happy Birthday! :hug: I hope you have a great day! :)
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Cheers! Actually had a pretty darn nice first day at my new job on my birthday. Good things don't come solo sometimes I guess. :) Thanks for the wishes!
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